8
Jul

When You Can Not Feel You

   Posted by: Jerry   in Poetic Thoughts

It is awfully quiet here…
The silence is so definite and overbearing
My feelings can not sense the silence…
But somehow I can tell of the empty silence

Engulfing me like a shroud…
But leaving no sense of touch or contact
My nerves reach out…
Striving and straining to sense the surrounding
Perplex by the void senseless sensation…

I think but I can not think
I sensed somehow, though I can not sense
That I am cocooned over by void of silence
I can not feel…
Please do not ask me how I know…
For I do not know, but know somehow.

I feel nothing…
Not even me, myself or I
In that moment when time seems to freeze
And you are left in silence devoid of feelings
When you can not even feel you…
Senses feelings are phantoms here

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18
Apr

Thoughts of The Heart

   Posted by: Jerry   in Critical Reasoning, Poetic Thoughts

Some situations are just so enigmatic
That the mind can’t fathom…
Where to begin or what thoughts to think
The heart does the thinking this time

But oh, how deep are the thoughts of the heart
The mind, struggle it may to understand but to no avail.

There is a thought, a reasoning process of the heart
That the mind can never understand…
Just like the physical can never fully understand the spirit.
This is the mystery am facing…

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8
Apr

The Day Is Almost Done

   Posted by: Jerry   in Poetic Thoughts, Rambling

As I sat down staring at my computer screen
eyes heavy with sleep
Brain fatigued from the hard days job
Body craving for the bed…

But, but a part of me is determined to write
For it has been a day of hard work
I can feel my body protesting
Protesting against any similitude of work…

The day is almost done
The night has spread its wings over us
I could feel a haze settling over me
The melodious song of goodnight-rest I could hear
In dream or in reality I could hardly fathom
But even now I sense a goodnight rest luring me to sleep…

The day is almost done
Goodnight till dawn bids you welcome…

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9
Mar

The Unacknowledged Ruler

   Posted by: Jerry   in Critical Reasoning, Poetic Thoughts

In the course of my journey through life’s pathway
I’ve become aware of a presence…
A presence that is always there unnoticed
It’s there in the dark and in the light but still unnoticed.

Perplex by this constant presence, I dare asked..
Who are you or what are you?
Why are you always in the company of humans?
It looked at me steadfastly in response to my questions.

Then calmly said…
I rule over human kind and my name is Hypocrisy
I dwell in every human and make them do my biding…
I endued them with the ability to change faces at will…
They love to hate me, hence the denial of my presence

In rage I grabbed its by the  throat and slammed it against the wall,
In response it let out a grotesque spin shilling laughter….
Pinning it against the wall, I looked into its eyes
Beholding all forms, size, color and types of humans
Among them I saw one that looks very familiar…

No not familiar, it was I…
I was staring at me
And of all the hypocrites I saw, I was the most…
The most… the most hideous
O my God, what a state of denial
We are all hypocrites, but of them all…
My hypocrisy knows no bound.

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17
Jan

Welcome to 2008

   Posted by: Jerry   in Poetic Thoughts

Welcome to your future 2008
You’ve dreamed, aspired and work toward this future…
Behold here it is…
The future you’ve so eagerly raced towards is here…
Welcome to 2008… Happy New Year!!!
Yes, it is new, but not for long…

Your dreams, your desires, your aspirations and hopes for this year…
May they be attained.
May your thoughts duel on the positive things that edifies…
May you see beyond the mire physical, into the supernatural

May your path be strewn with success
Not the kind that overwhelms…
But the kind of success that blesses you and those around you
May you be able to see beyond yourself…
Reach beyond yourself, and touch others
For there is healing in reaching out to others.

I wish you the very best that life has to offer this year…
Above all, I wish you Peace, Love and Joy…
Though the world might be starved of these three virtues.
May you attained them…
And all the wonders they bring along.
Welcome to 2008


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