Thinking Loud » Rambling

How time flies

Jerry — Wed, 01 Sep 2010 17:37:22 +0000

It’s fascinating how my mind knows one time, but experiences a different time.
Though my mind sees and know time as a linear progression, marching onward in precise increments; my physical experience and interaction with time begs the differ…

My experience tells me that time is more than just a linear progression.
My experience tells me that some times are richer than others…
Some faster and some more meaningful than others.
Though in my mind I know time to be linear and sequential…
My experience cries out ”No, it is not so”

Time is always more than a linear, monotonous experience…
There are moments in life when time slows down…
And there are other moments when time moves faster…
Time… This linear yet convoluted, simple yet mystifying phenomenon…

How time flies when all is well and fun…
How time slows when hard circumstance comes visiting…
Time, you that create this discord between my mind and my experience…

Saying Good bye to 2009

Jerry — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 00:05:07 +0000

It has been a long while since I last posted my thoughts on this blog…
No, I didn’t stop thinking or writing… Just expressing myself through other media,
like twitter, facebook and other micro blogging platform. Well, the truth is none of them
have the unique feel of an actual blogging platform like this.

In the midst of all these busyness, and activities life and time move on…
taking me along, and here we are, in the last day of 2009…
I’m still the same, yet no longer the same at the same time.

Came into this year as a lone ranger, which I always was,
and which I’m still in some ways…
Getting ready to step out of it into 2010
as a married man, which is quite interesting getting use to.

When I looked back into 2009… All I can say is this.
It has been a very interesting year, fraught with lot of pain,
uncertainty, trials, joy, pleasure and some happy times.
All these put together bring about much growth…

I hope this growth, transforms me for the better…
As I bid farewell to 2009 and step forward into the unknown 2010…
May I intentionally focus on what is most pure in each person,
to see their highest and holiest potential… So help me God!

Just Trying to Think

Jerry — Sat, 09 May 2009 13:48:11 +0000

It’s Saturday morning, siting here staring at my monitor…
Trying to think of what to write, what to say, trying to feel my thoughts.
Trying to gather my thoughts…

Indeed it’s been long since I last pen down my thoughts…
Not that I’ve not been thinking, but my mind has been preoccupied…
Busy with much complex and deeper thoughts that are very pointed and directed
toward the very special one.

The one whose world collided with mine, and ever since then, I’ve not been the same…
We collided, we merged and melded together…
Our both worlds engulfing each other to form a new world…
A whole new world is emerging where we not I is becoming the predominant.

Just trying to think…
My poor mind still trying to think.
But the heart does most of the thinking now…

Now That It Is All Done

Jerry — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 04:42:48 +0000

Now that it is all done and over with
I hope the elected remember their promises…
To keep and to uphold till they are fulfilled.

It is one thing to win the votes in an election
But another to win and keep the minds of the voters,
Some vote out of duty, some out of ignorant, others out of passion and zeal…
Nevertheless the voters have all spoken
and a winer has emerged…

Emerged to what or for what…
Is the question that has to be answered
Is this a wining victory, or a loosing victory for the elected?
Time shall tell…
Now that it is all done…
Let’s wait and see..

Two Sides of The Same Coin

Jerry — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 02:17:03 +0000

Gush the noise…
How they grow louder and louder…
They come wave after wave persistently
with each wave getting louder and longer
while the intervals between the waves get ever shorter and slimmer…

In vain I searched for a quite place, space or crevice
From which to observe this curious occurrence
The stupefaction and idiotification of the masses by political frenzy
The question that comes to mind is, What happened to civilization?
Or was there ever one?

The line have been drawn, sides have been taken
I can see and feel the tension mounts as both sides tear at each other like savage beast
Their sense of reasoning seems to have vacated them..
The media that is supposed to be the watchdog for the truth are the first to sacrifice truth at the alter of delusion.
The intellectual elites, though opened their mouth, what come out are devoid of objective rational…
They are like brutish plagued with imbecility.

Open your eyes and reasoning to see the travesty that’s staring you in the face
The line drawn is false. For before you is a political trickery…
This is nothing but one coin…..
So what you think are diametrically opposite is not so
but two sides of the same coin…

I suspect who ever wins come election day, would make no difference…
For there is one that always wins, the one that own the coin.
Ho the noise again…
I wish these fools will be quite, if only for a while, and let common sense prevail..
Ha, I almost forgot they’ve killed common sense…